just like this quick break between rainstorms, the diabetes online community is my “blue sky” between the highs and lows of diabetes. i saw these words, and it is what i ask for 2008 for all of my D-OC friends. better days.
And you ask me what i want this year
and i try to make this good and clear
just a chance that maybe we’ll find better days
cause i don’t need boxes wrapped in strings
and designer love and empty things,
just a chance that maybe we’ll find better days
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight’s the night the world begins again
and its someplace simple where we could live
and something only you can give
and let’s faith and trust and peace while we’re alive
and the one poor child who saved this world
and there’s 10 million more who probably could
if we all just stopped and said a prayer for them
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight’s the night the world begins again
i wish everyone was loved tonight
and somehow stop this endless fight
just a chance that maybe we’ll find better days
so take these words
and sing out loud
cause everyone is forgiven now
cause tonight’s the night the world begins again
cause tonight’s the night the world begins again
i have been dealing with a few days of depression. mostly due to the fact of reflection on the past year and trying to make resolutions for the new year. my disbelief in getting this disease. all due to the fact that if i had only gone to the hospital sooner for my gallbladder, i would have never gotten the bile duct obstruction, which would never have caused the pancreatitis and on and on. NOT FAIR! not bad enough i’ve got Stage 3 CKD, but now i have to deal with this. and i’m not Type 2, i’m frigging Type 1. NOT FAIR! i wish i could get the world to begin again and not deal with this. <sigh>
